WAR

its funny how momentary moments of bliss can end so quickly. no matter how happy you can be with life the reality is that life will always throw the bad at you. No matter how perfect things can go reality sets in. Im not saying that im scared its just that im tired of having to keep prepping for the new battles of life. when will everything just be easy. when will happiness just take me away from all the bullshit. no matter how stable life can be life will always give you new battles. i guess its irrelevant. i will say this though. im ready for war. everything that i fought for everything that i did to rebuild my life.. id rather die to protect what i have now.. then lose it all again. i CANNOT lose it all again. i WILL not lose it all again.. and because of that... im ready for war.